Something We Don't Want

Tick tock
That's not the clock
It's the bomb of myself
My simple heart beat counting down
Tick tock
Would you miss me?

Life is complex
Hurt, pain
Emotions intertwined with the price of living
Pain,
Hurt,
That's the price
Set me free
I want to be happy

We all want something we can't have
We have something we don't want
Why do we trick our devious minds into this phase?
Tick tock
When does time wined down?

Screaming
Hearts bleeding
Inspirations unintendedly ending our time
Is that my voice?
The voice screaming out loud?
It's all in my head

My dreams keep me strong
When my heart gets week
I am head strong
Rescue me.

For My Secret Crush.

I want to feel young.
I want to be free.
More than anything,
I want you and me.

As I'm writing these lines,
I cannot describe,
The words I'd like to announce,
Off my lips with joy.

The more I think about you,
The more I know it's true.
You're my Jane Doe,
I'm here to rescue you.

It seems to me,
That this truly cannot be.
The worlds apart we live,
Seems so much more distant in your arms.

You set me free,
To the girl I inspire to be.
The more I push twords you,
The more you back fire at me.

My mind disagrees with my heart,
My heart disagrees with my mind.
I didn't believe in love,
Until we intertwined.

The first impression of me wasn't the finest I've seen,
Oh, you know the rest.
Our stories, the fact that you boy, I know nothing about,
I can't help to think about you.

I cannot say that I love you,
I cannot say that I even beg to differ.
What I can say is that I'm strangely attracted to you,
And I'm dying to get inside.

So give me you're breath,
You've already taken mine.
Until the day you know,
That I'm yours in my mind.

I believe this is where my tale takes off,
I believe this is where yours ends.
My mind doesn't know it yet,
My heart couldn't be more content.

When I lay down my head tonight,
I'll think of you and I'll know everything's alright.
Boy, be safe for me tonight.
I know everything will be alright.